love note #3

Dear zakariyyaa zainal, hai..... it's been a long time since i let everything out of my chest. well, today it's gonna be one of those days. even though i have nothing to say. but my mind always loaded with words

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love note #2

Dear zakariyyaa zainal it's been like three days i havent seen you. but i'm already missing you so very much. i slept with your shirt every night, trying to remember how'd you smell like... it's addicting. you are addicting. and

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love note #1

Dear zakariyyaa zainal, this morning, i woke up with you in my mind. the same as usual. just like the other days, you always there in my thoughts. you never left,-not really. the only thing i'd stop thinking bout you

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3 tahun dah.

banyak benda yang aku mahu luah tapi tak terluah. disebabkan aku terlalu sibuk mengutip cebisan hati dan kepingan daging yang tercampak ke sana sini dek dilanggarnya realiti hidup. terlalu sibuk menjahit organ dan sendi untuk kembali berdiri. terlalu sibuk untuk

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tahu

aku takkan tipu. tentang keberadaan aku.  kalau kau mencari syahera yang dulu kau kenali, maaf. dia telah meninggal. jiwanya hilang ditelan waktu hitam. yang tinggal hanya jasad luka berparut dikelar kenyataan. kalau kau mencari syahera yang dulu kau rindui, maaf.

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oh hai. shitty 2015

life. is shitty. i think. so i havent been writing for ages. i know. but trust me... aku banyak 'menulis' dalam otak aku. kata-kata sumpah seranah. kata-kata benci. dan etc. these past few months (or maybe years?) were shitty. i

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